“I was extremely aware of what I was doing, and that I wanted to do it, that I was dying to do it.”
Quique, a Spanish gay boy of Madrid, was around fourteen or fifteen when he met a man in his late thirties at a urinal in a public toilet of an Escuela Oficial de Idiomas (State Language School). The man was not much to look at, but Quique was fascinated by his genitals. Quique took the initiative and he went to stand next to the man and touched his penis.
Quique enjoyed the touch of the man's erect penis. They agreed on entering a toilet cabin together and they gave each other a hand and blow job.
Although this 'sexual initiation' ended rather abruptly, because the man got frightened of the possible consequences, Quique considered it great fun and he felt fully satisfied.