this might freak some people out ...
From 12 to 14, I was involved with a guy in
his 40's. What attracted me? Pale skin and dark hair, he was a nice
And though he was a 'pedophile' we never had sex - when I would beg him to
he'd tell me I wasn't old enough to know what I really wanted.
No we did not stay together."
"He never touched me, encouraged me, or manipulated me. He did try
to be a mentor and a friend and he was.
And though he was a 'pedophile', he was a good one. He taught me that just
because you feel something doesn't mean you have to act on it. Sometimes
it would be wrong.
He was a decent man, that was part of the
attraction. And though I wanted to and he wanted to, nothing sexual ever
happened. But we did love each other."
"The man never touched me, never saw me naked. Tried to teach me
some basic rules of how to live a good and respectful life. If he got a
sexual thrill out of it, then I'm glad, he deserved something in return.
And I don't wanna argue this because
A) I don't give a fuck about anyone else's
B) YOU WEREN'T THERE!!!!!
He was a good man and he treated me as a friend.... not an object and
not a sex partner but a friend.